Times are changing.. for the better or worse.. hard to say.. but things are really changing. I have been feeling very sad lately. Mushy to be more precise. I really wish I could get off it. But somehow seems like its not possible. What with my college ending in another fortnight, me going far far away from home in about 3 months, mom and bro moving away to a new city and my best friend thinking its not best anymore. I don't really know how to go about it. I feel stranded alone in that island that is thousands of miles away from any inhabited place.
My bro is a teen now. We have been this proper sis-bro who keep fighting all the time. But now.. I don't really know if he has grown up or its just my going away thats making me feel so sentimental. There is less than a week to go and he is moving out of this place. Agreed its all for his education but somehow it feels really bad. Probably I should have had sweeter times with him than I have actually did. Getting to think of it now makes me feel more sad. After all he is a small boy (Damn!! Why dint I feel all this for so long!!)
Mom has started packing the stuff. You should really look at all that my bro is doing. I have been down sick since yesterday and that really leaves only him out to help mom. May be thats making him do it all or may be its just that he is too bored with his holidays. But the fact remains that he is helping mom. No, actually he is doing a lot of work. Yesterday he was washing the car. He brought all groceries for mom in the morning.He went to take some photocopies which took nearly an hour of his. He was cleaning one of the shelves, packing the books in boxes and throwing away the old ones for the whole afternoon today. He even got me a drink for I was very ill and mom said a drink would do me good. I really don't know whats come over him but he is just awesome. Way to go bro!!!!!!!!! Love you loads.
P.S. I really wish I have more time with him and also everything else would be back to normal as I hear it being said a lot of times now. :(
My bro is a teen now. We have been this proper sis-bro who keep fighting all the time. But now.. I don't really know if he has grown up or its just my going away thats making me feel so sentimental. There is less than a week to go and he is moving out of this place. Agreed its all for his education but somehow it feels really bad. Probably I should have had sweeter times with him than I have actually did. Getting to think of it now makes me feel more sad. After all he is a small boy (Damn!! Why dint I feel all this for so long!!)
Mom has started packing the stuff. You should really look at all that my bro is doing. I have been down sick since yesterday and that really leaves only him out to help mom. May be thats making him do it all or may be its just that he is too bored with his holidays. But the fact remains that he is helping mom. No, actually he is doing a lot of work. Yesterday he was washing the car. He brought all groceries for mom in the morning.He went to take some photocopies which took nearly an hour of his. He was cleaning one of the shelves, packing the books in boxes and throwing away the old ones for the whole afternoon today. He even got me a drink for I was very ill and mom said a drink would do me good. I really don't know whats come over him but he is just awesome. Way to go bro!!!!!!!!! Love you loads.
P.S. I really wish I have more time with him and also everything else would be back to normal as I hear it being said a lot of times now. :(
